Monday, May 18, 2020

Ayya

He walked into my life two years ago. On  appa's 5th death anniversary. At that time, I was just so overwhelmed by the whole experience of being read from head to toe, that I never for once imagined that he would become the driving force in my life.

He took over. Literally. Just as appa would have sheltered me. Started guiding me. So much so guided me off a major disaster in my life late in 2019. Yes I went into major shock mode, but, at the end of it all through my tears, frustration, depressed thoughts, suicidal imagination, he told me one thing on 08th May 2020, you've settled right? The muddy waters have finally cleared up for you?

Yes, ayya has been the most beautiful experience in my life. When to go, where to go, what to do, what to wear - everything! He is with me 24X7X365. For me, who always associated love , affection only with humans, he proved me wrong 100%.

The love and affection he showers on me, is in one word, heartwarming. To an extent, where I no longer wish for human love. He has filled all those gaps for me.

I love you ayya and I know we will come to no harm as long as you are around. :)

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